A Guest Post by Alyssa Spang, Grace Prep Faculty
I’ve no recollection of the first moment when I decided that God wasn’t to be trusted, but I still have numerous memories of doubt scattered throughout my life.
I wish I could remember the first time that I doubted God because then I could remember the implied opposite: a time when I trusted him fully. Sadly, the language of doubt comes much more naturally to me than joyous trust in God’s character.
There are so many hazy pieces of theology scattered throughout Christianity. What did the creation of the world look like? How is Jesus fully God and fully man? Why does God allow evil to happen?
Neither of us have struggled through gender disphoria, but I remember what bondage to sexual unwholeness feels like. I do remember the pain. Hiding. Dying emotionally day by day. Wanting to be truly known.
Maybe that’s why I identify with the loneliness Bruce Jenner spoke about in his ABC interview with Diane Sawyer a few weeks ago. And why I want so badly for him to be set free from his prison. But is this the way out?
“I feel like I am giving God the finger,” a young mother wrote to me recently. Her struggle was birth control. She was using it, and had a sense in her spirit that she was telling God she didn’t trust him and that He was not in control of her life.
She’s not alone.
Many Christian young women begin considering birth control as early as their college years, not because they are sexually active but because the evangelical world is re-thinking its opinion of The Pill. Did the Catholics have this birth control thing right?
When you think about it, was the mail order bride service our forefather’s used that different from eHarmony or Christian Mingle? Ok, ok! I know I just stepped on some feminists toes and I get that. There weren’t, as far as we know, mail-order husbands. So, let’s just get to the point of my brain’s meandering today and level the playing field while we look for some top quality husband-material for you.
Let me start with a question: what single quality most attracts you to a guy? (No really. Answer the question before you read on.)
“Have you had sex with this man?” Dannah Gresh asked that question of an audience staring at a big screen photo of NFL football player Tim Tebow during TEDxPSU on March 16th. The audience of nine hundred, mostly Penn State University students, was challenged to consider if it was possibly intolerance of virginity that led the media to print the question along with the offer of a one million dollar ransom for anyone who could prove they’d taken Tebow’s virginity. She then used social science to debunk the myths that perpetuate the lie that those who embrace their virginity are doomed to have bad sex, proving not only that those who reserve sex for marriage have great sex but when you have sex with anyone “your body makes a promise whether you do or not.
TED is a globally recognized, by-invitation-only think tank of speeches used by educators and students and is billed as “ideas worth spreading.” Dannah proposed that tolerance for virginity was an idea worth spreading and was invited to present. If Gresh’s speech gets enough traffic it will be moved to the main TED website and the idea of tolerance for virginity will be promoted across the globe. Please consider sharing it on your Facebook page, Twitter feed, or through email.